The Other Side of This Life

So,


it's been awhile. Time to catch everybody up on my life. Haha...not that anybody who reads this doesn't already know what's going on in it.





1) Spelling Bee is over. First of all I want to say that I am so incredibly grateful to Dureyea, Kate, and Michael for casting me as Olive. I have worked very hard at CSU and given this school so much of my time and energy, but I never seemed to feel like I got much back from them. Now I'm not complaining because I have been cast a multitude of times and I'm very grateful for that, but after four years of getting the same kind of parts over and over again I was longing to see some progress. I wanted to know that my work was being acknowledged and that I was improving and not just at a stand still. Before this show started, I had even begun to doubt myself and whether I was doing the right thing with my life. This part really gave me that opportunity and also helped me prove to some people (including myself) that I am talented and in the right profession. Honestly, I think it was the perfect show to end my college career with. Thanks to everybody who was a part of it, and also everybody who supported me by coming to see it and listening to me talk about it during the rehearsal process. I really appreciate it.





2) Classes are hum drum boring. I am doing what I need to do to get by but honestly not much is required of me. It's just a matter of showing up and taking an online quiz every now and then. Honestly, I'm feeling really bored. I have so much free time on my hands and not much to do with it. I mean I'm going to start auditioning for things if I can but so far I haven't really found anything that I am available for just yet. I am also feeling kind of lonely. I am very seperated from a lot of my friends because I don't live downtown anymore. I have a lot more time now, but my friends don't because they are all busy with the Crucible now. I'm sure I will find some way to occupy my time though. I hope so at least or I might go insane from boredom.