I'm mainly trying to fill time before class. I got up waaaay earlier than I needed to today although its kind of nice cuz it gives me time for my hair to dry which takes forever of course.
So my plan to stay positive this week...it failed. Majorly. I blame the tell Eddie what I really think plan. It didn't go well. Why did I think it would? Some people just can't seem to communicate with each other no matter how hard we try. Its like we are speaking a different language sometimes. He will never understand where I'm coming from. I'm trying to accept that even though its really hard. I just have a lot of trouble letting go...especially when I still care.
but anyways enough of that. I went out on Saturday night with Robin and Richard. Then we met up with Liz, Stephanie, Heather, and Taylor at the Loft. It was really fun. I had a good time. I have to say its really nice having friends here in Columbus. Even if I'm not that close to some of them...its nice to have people to talk to when I'm having a bad day and then people to go be silly with and hang out with on a regular basis. I have to say that its the best thing that has come out of everything that has happened with Eddie. I have real friends here....a good number of them...which I haven't had since my freshman year really. I was so isolated for so long and so unhappy. Its nice to get to be me again.
anyways I have to go catch the shuttle now for math class. *sigh* math....lol.
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