I Am Gonna Make It Through This Year, If It Kills Me.

I'm feeling overwhelmed.
Extremely overwhelmed.

I have so much going on right now. Literally with Crazy for You, 19 hours, and my Senior Acting Recital I barely have any time to breathe or think. I also spent my entire weekend doing One Act callbacks which all in all I feel pretty ok about. I would like very much like to be cast but if it doesn't work out that way then it might be a good thing too because of how incredibly busy I am. Still, I welcome any opportunity I get to work on my acting.

I just hope that I can get everything done on time in order to graduate. I'm stressin big time.
SETC is coming up soon and I'm excited although very stressed about it. It seems like everybody went and found people to room with and drive up there with except for me. Luckily I found Janine but I would still like to fill our room completely so it would be cheaper, still, two is better than one so I will be grateful for what I can find. I really hope that I can line up a job right out of college.

Also London is coming up very soon and I'm very excited!
Ok well I have to go make a to do list right now so until next time I write...which who knows when that will be since I have no time. haha.

Au Revoir!

Goal of the Week.

CLEAN MY ROOM AND GET EVERYTHING IN ORDER!

Catch A Falling Star and Put It In Your Pocket.

I'm mainly trying to fill time before class. I got up waaaay earlier than I needed to today although its kind of nice cuz it gives me time for my hair to dry which takes forever of course.

So my plan to stay positive this week...it failed. Majorly. I blame the tell Eddie what I really think plan. It didn't go well. Why did I think it would? Some people just can't seem to communicate with each other no matter how hard we try. Its like we are speaking a different language sometimes. He will never understand where I'm coming from. I'm trying to accept that even though its really hard. I just have a lot of trouble letting go...especially when I still care.

but anyways enough of that. I went out on Saturday night with Robin and Richard. Then we met up with Liz, Stephanie, Heather, and Taylor at the Loft. It was really fun. I had a good time. I have to say its really nice having friends here in Columbus. Even if I'm not that close to some of them...its nice to have people to talk to when I'm having a bad day and then people to go be silly with and hang out with on a regular basis. I have to say that its the best thing that has come out of everything that has happened with Eddie. I have real friends here....a good number of them...which I haven't had since my freshman year really. I was so isolated for so long and so unhappy. Its nice to get to be me again.

anyways I have to go catch the shuttle now for math class. *sigh* math....lol.