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I was too lazy to come up with a title for this entry...so there we go.

I lost my scan card. Like really lost it...not sure what I'm going to do about that. I'm also about to go to a very girly kitchen themed bridal shower....it makes me laugh. I'm perplexed really. What the hell do you do at those things anyways...lol.

So I love how the second you put a title on something...any title not even that serious...things get weird. Lovely. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with men anymore. I just wind up getting hurt or wind up utterly confused. haha. Its funny because I try so hard to be that woman who isn't clingy and gives the guy some space. I can go for days without texting them but the second I do text them with anything they get paranoid on me and categorize me into that clingy category. So really its a lose lose situation. Why bother then. Thats the question.

especially when no man right now is going to take his place. I hate that I'm still upset over this breakup and I hate that I miss him and I hate that he talks to me like we are friends and I hate that I talk back...because I can't be mean to him. I hate that he always manages to get whatever he wants from me...even now. Anyways...I'm done being a crybaby.

Just had to rant for a bit. The End.