So,

Its been forever since I've blogged so this might be a long one and seem kind of scattered. Plus I'm in a very scattered mood right now. Last night I went out with my friends and got reaaally drunk. Like very very drunk. This resulted in impulsiveness on my part and me making dumb decisions. Its so weird because most of the time when I drink I can be a lot of fun and also be responsible but every now and then I get a bit wild and thats when things go badly. I'm really just very embarrassed. I'm worried I might have ruined a certain thing too that I was kind of happy about because of my actions...which is never a good feeling. I really hope that I didn't...but Idk.

Otherwise life is going pretty well. I have a very light load of classes and then Spelling Bee Rehearsals which I feel pretty good about so far. Once it's over I'm really not sure what I'm going to do though, I'm going to have so much free time. Weird to think about...being in school and actually having free time to do whatever I want. I'll probably just look up auditions and start auditioning for everything and anything I can.

anyways...I'm gonna go now. Peace.