A picture from the APO Ball from last night.(Me and Emily)
So. the time has come finally. I'm moving out of this weird cloud of depression that I've seemed to be in and am now in a good mood again. THANK THE LORD! haha.
So I have a lot to talk about so I'm going to do this numbered cuz it helps me to organize my thoughts better.
1) Asleep on the Wind went really really well. My dad came and saw it which was nice because I wanted at least one of my parents to see that I can actually sort of kind of act. haha. I mean I know they have seen me in a ton of things but ever since college all I have ever really done is ensmble work in a show. Don't get me wrong...I like being ensemble. Its fun. But it doesn't really stretch my acting abilities all that much. It was nice to have a role where I got to do some actual work. I felt good about the performance and I'm really glad I was given the opportunity.
2) London is coming up so so so incredibly soon. I leave in about two weeks actually. I AM SO EXCITED for this. This trip has been quite a struggle for me. Just scrounging the money together (which I really need to thank my parents for more than anything for helping me pay for this) and getting all the paperwork in...which I still need to finish up on. I also have to make sure my tuition is paid for too. But now that it is actually so close I seriously cannot wait. I know...KNOW that I'm going to have a good time and learn so much and get to experience so many things. Plus...think about all those great pictures that I get to take and be a part of! (haha I know I'm weird...but pictures are so exciting!)
3) I feel really gross lately. I need to start working out again. I want a gym membership so badly but I'm pretty positive that I can't afford it. But there is a gym in my apartment complex that I will try and use once I move there. I just need to feel good about my body again. I'm not saying that I have a terrible body. Its nice for what it is...but I definitely know that it could be a lot healthier and more toned. I want to try to get to a place where I feel good and healthy about myself. I'm really excited about living with Janine and Robin because I really think they will help motivate me to care more about what I eat and working out and just life in general. It helps to surround yourself with positive energy. The hardest part...cutting back on soda.
4) I need a job. and I will get one. No more depending on my parents for money. Actually being able to buy myself a couple luxury items every now and then, instead of just getting what I need to survive. I can't wait. Seriously the second I get back from London I am applying anywhere and everywhere. This will happen.
5) I'm going to get a puppy. My dad says that it will limit where I can get a job later on in my life...being an actress and all. I know this. I don't care. When you grow up with dogs your whole life and then have to live without them for four years it can be really lonely. I'm just so used to have that companionship and I want it back. Plus I will finally be able to have a job so that I will have the money to take care of it and also a lot more time on my hands than I'm used to. I think it will be the perfect time to get a dog. It will happen.
Ok so anyways thats all I have to say for the time being. See I said that a positive post was coming soon and I was right! :)
