I'm upset right now. idk. I know its stupid...but I failed my room inspection...and yes I know that my room is messy right now. A lot messier than I usually let it get...but seriously with this semester and Crazy For You and getting hurt every 5 seconds or sick idk...I've just had trouble keeping up. With anything and everything lately and so its just annoying that now I have 1 more thing that I have to take care of.

I feel like I'm falling apart lately. I'm not sure why...I've always been well put together and really cared about doing well in school and stuff but lately I just don't give a shit. Idk...I'm just having a hard time I guess. I'm just frustrated with a lot of things. I'm ready for good things to happen to me right now. I need good things to happen for me. I need a pick me up. I'm excited about moving over the summer and living with people who are good influences on me. I'm hoping I can channel some of their positive energy and get motivated again.